For the LOVE of God…

I had the distinct ‘pleasure’ to debate (there wasn’t a pro OR con side to the discussion) the existence of God and his plan for us as “gods” to live our soul existence on this earth.

No matter what knowledge I brought into the debate; it was shot down as being either a fallacy or was learned by my flesh.  Um, okay!

However,  when I asked this man WHERE did he obtain HIS knowledge;  I was told it’s “common sense”. My rebuttal was AND REMAINS;  if it was common, then more people would have it, no?

‘Aw, my sister,  you have all this fleshly knowledge inside you and you don’t realize the goddess/queen you are…”

Thanks,  however,  I’m not related to anyone who doesn’t share the same bloodline as me or something called life experience with…we all CAN’T be related because we ALL aren’t on the same page, let alone the same book ANNNND furthermore stop trying to slip by the question.  How did you ascertain and obtain this magical knowledge that you are a god?

Because he either would not OR could not answer the question…the debate ended.

I’m saddened that there are still people who are more interested in the verbal trolling than in giving me the answers I seek. Next time I see him I’m a have a bottle of blessed oil ready…that OR some Moscato.

God knows he and I have been having a disagreeable discussion for awhile now. I believe God exists,  I believe that the greatest testament of love was God sacrificing his only son and YET, if I’m a child of God, then he has plenty of other children to sacrifice…that’s how poverty,  civilian deaths in times of war, natural disasters and the subsequent loss AND diseases can make sense to me;  that these are just more sacrifices of God’s children.

I have to hold onto that belief in order to not lose the fragile grip I hold onto; for the sake of MY humanity.

Lemme do me without doing harm to others, and then no one gets hurt. See, there’s ALWAYS been someone who has done a world of evil in the ‘name of God’, few who do good, better, and best for the ‘Love of God’.

Please allow that change to begin within me…and then let it spread like mayo. Amen and selah


Under Deconstruction

What you use as your foundation is what determines whether or not your “edifice” remains. Build on lies, hypocrisy,  genocide,  incest, lack of care and concern and in general,  bad blood and there can be no questions about the end results.

A penal colony of ‘white collar’ criminals is STILL a penal colony.  So there can’tpossibly be a misunderstanding when it all goes to hell in an EXTREMELY large hand basket.

I’m sure not preaching to the choir,  I’m reaching for the pulpit.  Have your foundation in order BEFORE you raise your roof.

Think about it;  Australia is doing just fine…

Troubles of the World

So there’s a LOT of hate in the world,  real talk,  there has been since the beginning of time. Hate; described as racism, hate; described as religious beliefs,  hate; described as superior races, hate; described as classism, hate; described as haves and have nots, hate described as male vs. female, hate; described as smart vs. stupid, hate; described as political freedom,  hate; described as ANYTHING that can possibly justify one party’s dominance over another…hate!

HATE? Well,  hate breeds like rabbits and is decimated like roaches….far saddening is that HATE dwells within us all. Compassion and empathy and love and respect can only detain the voracious beast that is hate.

so many thoughts so few pencils

Today’s another day and guess what?  It ends with the letter ” Y “.  How’s THAT for an amazing feat?

Day three of the self-imposed toilet run…see, the more I stress and struggle with my life choices,  the more I remain chained to the throne.  I dinnint even think it was possible to have that much waste in me (seeing as how I’m eating less than the norm). Glad I or someone in here thought to stock up on tp!  It’s that serious AND that often.

Well,  enough of that ish! Decided to make something creative happen today (BESIDES this blog aka web-journal) and it’s gonna be gorgeous! Without my continually needing to thwart the boogahbears that relate to being an exemplified customer service person;  I can catch a few of the ideas that keep throwing themselves at me.

Annnnd, one day when I’ve ‘mastered’ posting pics online,  I’ll be able to share my art…again.

meanwhile, there’s nothing more peaceful than being quiet enough to actually listen to the people who populate my mind. Good day to all.

hello nurse!

Hello world and welcome to the many minds of moi.  Yeah, that is a bit pretentious,  yet I’m fairly sure you’ll never be bored.

wow, yawning already?  I’m pretty sure that I get to entertain you by merely stating that I’m the following: schizophrenic,  unmedicated and potentially unemployed.  How’d I get that way? The world may NEVER know…seriously though,  that’s what this blog is for.

Years ago,  in a land far away and fulla people (south bronx) a baby was born (as opposed to merely being hatched)…

there’s more,  yet NOW I’m bored, so stay tuned and if y’all are truly amazed by the wit, sarcasm and utterly butterly foolishness of my all…come back, sit a spell, take ya shoes of, ya hair?